Hello World.
Even though I am sure that no other eye other than my own two will ever come across these words, I feel some sense of urgency rushing through my chest to get words out into the wild world of the internet.
My Mother is no longer with me.
My purpose is no longer to serve her.
Now I am stuck in a hole, in which i could easily climb out of, but its deep enough and cozy enough to keep me forever.
I am in desperate need of a passion. A passion strong enough to push me out of bed before noon, keep me occupied all day, and carry me to bed with a smile on my face. A passion strong and persistent enough to change the perception i have of myself. A passion romantic enough to melt my heart with every minute that goes by. A passion important enough to allow me to leave this world with my footprint on the ground.
I want to feel the kisses of satisfaction going up and down my arms, chest, legs and face.
Will this hole grow deeper as time grows older? How much time do I have left before its too deep to climb out?
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow I will start something new.
This blog will serve as my motivation. In my imagination I have, or will have, followers who will be rooting for me, and because of it I'll feel the push to finish something I've started.
Wish me luck, imaginary friends.
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